Feeling BetterFeeling much bettter todaySorry I was such a self-pity-wallower in my message the other night Feels WeirdIt still feels weird to pass by a brand new castle occupied by its original inhabitants Great Spooky MomentIn this village we stopped in this morningRegine takes me and two other miscellaneous injured parties into this rank hovel filled with old smoke and grandmas and basically conducts medical Grand Rounds sorceress-style! They poked us, they sang (spooky chromatic slidy goosebumps), they made poultices they fed us Foul-Paste-on-a-Stick (Regine standing there totally at home with them, communicating in sounds and gestures) ---. a bosomy little statuette even bounced its way through the proceedings --- and my ribs feel better! I ask no questions I make no judgments All hail smoky grandmas! Going to the Cee-Tay!The other reason I'm feeling betteris Skip's contagious excitement about going to Milan For all our time here we've never been to a real City State yet He keeps dancing around going: "bright lights!" "quality musical instruments!" (very very rare back here) "golden knick-knacks!" "books!" "rudimentary plumbing" "shopping!" And, oh, did I tell you? I figured out a way to sneak a souvenir back! Get Petrarch's autograph!!! I told you that Petrarch (arguably the originator of modern poetry as we know it and especially . . . sad *drops voice 2 octaves* luuuuuuuv poetry) is going to be at the Visconti Wedding in Milan, right? And I've even figured out a way to get around the embargo: Put his signature in my notebook and hide it among a bunch of my own "calligraphy practice" Perfect, huh? Quintuple TalkYou're right, the Carter/Bush/Castro vortexdoes remind me of how reluctant colonies are dealt with back here . . . . . . except that the "good cop / bad cop" "good president / bad president" routine seems incredibly unsophisticated Here the Viscontis'll send out two contradictory emissaries and three false spies. You can't really finesse a situation with just double talk you need quintuple talk I Can't Believe . . .. . . they postponed your performance review!And without scheduling another date!!! That's so unprofessional! It's the only word for it! These companies think they rule the world! *looks around himself at the overwhelming corporate force that surrounds him in his contractor's camp* *puts hand to chin* . . . hmmm . . . *refocuses* Make sure you use this on them when they do finally meet with you! Remind them of how they jacked you around! Let's look at you objectively --- sitting there right now probably reading this at work Yes, I'm writing to you . . . . You with your passion and cool skills watching the fun of college recede and fade undervaluing yourself starting to buy the game they play at work (but not totally) your mind so stressed and busy and divided and conquered that it can't put together a coherent thought you'd recognize as "you" Remember that the other self is your real self! Remember to give your job a full 100% . . . . . . of the 20% of your self you budget for them! Hawkwood HimselfWe found out that Sir John Hawkwood himself(our future business partner) and his mostly-Brit army passed through here a few weeks ago It took me a second to even recognize his name: they called him "Giovanni Acuto" (say "Hawkwood" with a Vaudeville Italian accent) (everybody has numerous names back here I'm "Berto" = Robert; "Alto" = big, or tall in a million regional dialects like in the Alps I'm Ovaur Manyo "Ovaur" = Robert; "Manyo" = 'magno', big or tall) "Acuto's a real Gentleman, a real Gentleman," they said. He has great brand recognition. They call his outfit the White Company because they keep their armor totally polished (as opposed to the rusty goofballs we usually face) and they fight on foot with planted lances, Brit style! Everybody Else:
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