July 31, 2004

note to self: get a grip

Oh cripes and crikeys, you guys! What'shappening tome? I'm starting tohave terrifying dreams. Dreams with Liselot in them ofcourse! I miss her! I'm dreamingof roomy houses withbackyards and Liselot and I both living there --- together! Aaaagggh! I'mdreaming of beingwith her next year, and the year after that, and the decade after that, and the century afterthat! Eeek! And I'mdreaming of dandling a littleAllen and a littleLiselot in myfatherly lap! Yoiks! Worst ofall --- the dreams feel good! Realgood. WhatamI, nuts? Prose & Cons. Cons: I don't know herthatwell. Whoknows what hiddenagendas shemight have? The bloomfades. Pros: Liselot, Liselot, and more Liselot. Brains and Body, Attention and Affection. It's gonna mean lots of travel. I'm nuts, I'm nuts. I'm changing. I'm readyreadyready! Posted by allen at July 31, 2004 01:59 PM